Revolution In Me

If evolution is changes in a long period then revolution is changes in a short period, I think. Everything can change, including me. Actually, just one thing of me has changed. But, the thing changed a lot of thing of me. What is that thing? It's my perspective. My perspective of learning. I thought that I must learn what I want to know and don't learn anything else. That is my strong perspective. It makes me be more focused on what I want to learn.

I love physics and I learn it. I always have a curiosity about all of physics things. I learn about the classic and modern ones. If I want to learn then I read books or websites. It's not a problem for classics, because there are many references were written in Indonesian. But, it's a big problem when I need modern physics references. There is little reference was written in Indonesian. Lots of references were written in English. And, I don't understand English. I love English, but I don't love to learn English.

The last months, the perspective has changed. I thought that I must meant it to get what I loved. It means that I must be willing to sacrifice for it. What should be sacrificed? My ego. If to be able to learn physics I have to understand English then I will learn English.

I love physics then I must learn English, even though I don't love to learn it. I think it's a big sacrifice in the revolution of me. And, It will be the beginning of a big move